A large disappointed audience.
Your best bet is to develop a strong determination and resolve. Conceit will get you nowhere. Self-delusion will get you nowhere. You are up against a very difficult opponent. Unless you completely annihilate this long-term adversary it may take over. Find a helper and try to relax. The issue is a lack of confidence. Your usual spontaneity is forced and your holding back from the love you feel in your heart. Is it because you are not sure of your choice? In challenging what you do not believe anymore and actively pushing it out of your precious space you will inevitably come out on top. You WILL be the winner. Then your audience will applaud you. Someone once said, “It is always better to fail in doing something than to excel in doing nothing.”
